||[Aug. 2nd, 2005|03:10 pm]
I am boring.
I really have nothing new going on.
I'm friends with Matt again, but thats not a surprise. He finally admitted that he has stronger feelings for me that he lets on, but he still doesn't want a commited relationship because he thinks I'm too good for him. I think that he was bullshitting me, but he's right. I know I'm too good for him. So there.
(So where the hell is one that is on the same level of goodness as me?) For fuck's sake.
Oooh, I just thought of something else to type about.
I haven't spoken to Jessica in about a month...I think it's been a month, I don't really know. Apparently, she had sex with my ex-bf Caleb a week before him and I had broken up. Yah, I realize we dated like a year ago now, but it doesn't matter. I'm mostly pissed because:
a) I would never, ever even think about doing that to my "best friend"
b) She kept this a secret for a freakin YEAR
c) When I got upset when she told me, she tried to use the whole "I'm only human, and I was drunk" shit. Pfft.
d) Even when she was "telling me the truth" she was still lying. She told me that she had sex with him a week AFTER he broke up with me, but it was really the week BEFORE.
e) I've been told that she is talkin shit about me. What reason does she have to do that? I didn't do anything to her!!! Fuck!!
....bunch of shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good riddance, I know you guys will miss her so.
And it's not like I don't blame him either. He used to ALWAYS talk about what a nasty fat ho Jessica is/was and all this crap, then he has sex with her...WHILE I WAS HIS GIRLFIREND. LOL. Idiots everywhere!!! I just told him to never speak to me again. I don't need shitheads like that in my life. He cheats on everyone all the time anyway. Burn in hell.
K, thats all for now. I must go to work.