|Two months later...
||[Oct. 5th, 2005|01:18 pm]
Wow, I haven't updated in a looong time.
I was just reading my entry from October 5th of last year. It doesn't seem like that stuff happened a year ago, time flies so fast.
Well, since I've updated some cool stuff has happened.
Cool thing #1: I started talking to Jessica again...some people think I'm stupid for doing so, but, I figured that she is the one that has to live with what she did, and I'm over it anyways, so whatever.
Cool thing #2: I went to see Green Day at Excel. Shawn works there, so he got Jessica and I down on the floor even though we had seat tickets ;o) Jessica took pictures, and somehow we didn't get yelled at for doing so.
Cool thing #3: My friend Al came from New Jersey to visit me after we have been typing at each other for almost a year. It's so nice to finally get to meet someone after all that time. He won $100 on a pulltab and I brought him to Denny's. I'm such a rad tour guide. (lol)One of these days I'm gonna go visit him and get to see New York. Woot.
Cool thing #4: I have been getting almost 40 hours a week at work, which is gonna give me some badly needed money.
Cool thing #5: It has been very easy for me to meet boys lately.
*Ok now the uncool things.*
Uncool thing #1: It has been very easy for me to meet boys lately. Yah. I have been seeing a guy named James that I met at O'Donovans for like, a month now. Two nights ago he told me he wants us to be exclusive. Surprisingly, I said I wasn't ready for it yet. Anyone that knows me knows that in the past I would have jumped right in and said yes. I don't know if I am just growing up in that sense, or if I am just tired of continually getting hurt? The other part is that, because it has been easy for me to meet guys lately, I don't know which one I want. I get crushes on people all the time, and I don't want to commit to someone just because I know they won't cheat on me. That's rediculous, and mean. I am teaching myself that I don't need to rush everything. *nods*
Uncool thing #2: I'm still in debt. I'm sooooo bad about paying bills on time, that I am almost always in collections. Stupid me.
Uncool thing #3: I am making zero progress with finding another job and/or going to school. I so so so do NOT want a desk job again...I dunno what to do about it. I really don't feel like going to school until I am more financially stable either. I've tried to explain this to people, but they just keep right on preaching to me about "you need an education". I fucking know that, christ.
Ok...I think thats all for the moment. I have cramps and don't feel like typing anymore. (TMI tidbit just for Dandrea)
Love you peeps