|Sunburn and shin kicks
||[Jun. 6th, 2005|02:14 pm]
I am super sunburnt! Owie!
I gotta go back a few days so I remember all that has happened.
First, Phil offically dumped me. Here's how it went:
(This was an offline message) tadar2002: Hey it's a bit early for you so i don't whant to call and wake you up. I have made up my mind about us a few days ago but i couldn't talk becuase of how sick i was. i think you know what i am going to say but if you whant me to tell you, you know my number. ttyl
rubyrosie3: i already knew that you had made up yer mind a long time ago, being that you never talk to me, and when you did talk all you'd do is tell me is what is wrong with me...all i have to say is that you think you know who/how i am and what i am all about, but you don't know anything, and apparently, you never will. Another thing is, that i never said anything about your shortcomings, because i figured i didn't know you enough in order to say anything about them, and i decided to give you a chance...thanks for not doing the same for me.
tadar2002: well most of the time your not up by 11 so i didnt want to wake ya
rubyrosie3 (4:38:24 PM): well i was
rubyrosie3 (4:41:51 PM): not to mention its a lot easier to dump someone on the internet *eye roll*
tadar2002 (4:42:06 PM): i told you to call me when you got it
rubyrosie3 (4:42:33 PM): i have to go to work.
tadar2002 (4:42:40 PM): and dont even roll your eyes at me if i really wanted to be an ass i could have
rubyrosie3 (4:42:48 PM): i'm sure.
tadar2002 (4:42:53 PM): ........
rubyrosie3 (4:43:27 PM): i can't talk now i need to go
Then Phil tried calling my phone a couple times, but I didn't answer cuz I was annoyed and on my way to work, and so he left me a voicemail saying how he didn't plan on just ditching me, how he was "gonna try to be my friend". When I heard that, I thought to myself "I have enough friends, especially boy ones, and they don't tell me how to live my life"
(offline message) tadar2002 (4:49:31 PM): ya know i thought long and hard about this becuase i didnt wanna do this unless i was sure. and now that i want to explan that to you, you dont even answer your phone. i am sorry for not wanting to wake you up i didnt know what you did last night or when you worked to day. so sorry for trying to think of you
rubyrosie3 (11:37:31 PM): I told you i didn't answer my phone because i was trying to get to work cuz i was late, and i didn't especially want to deal with it at that moment
rubyrosie3 (11:40:57 PM): and from my point of view, it seemed that you had made your mind up about me a long time ago
....and that's that. The thing I realized though, is that I wasn't that upset about it. I cried for literally two seconds about it, and it was mostly tears of frustration. Anyone that knows me knows that usually when I get dumped I cry forever, but I just didn't feel that this time. *shrugs*
K, enough about that.
Yesterday I went to Grand Old Day...now I'm sunburned and bruised, and I dunno if Matt ever made it home. I picked up Matt and Joe at 10:30 am, and I knew right away that Matt was already trashed. We ended up meeting Shawn and Adrian, and we watched a few bands. The only band I cared about seeing was Uncle Chunk (www.unclechunk.com). Everyone knew that we needed to leave the stage we were at around 1:20 in order to get to Uncle Chunk's stage by 2. Around 1, Adrian and I went into the bar to use the ATM. Well the line was super long, so by the time we got back to the others it was almost 1:30. So I was all ready to go when we got back...and Matt was nowhere to be found. It turns out that he went into the bar to get another drink. He didn't get back for another 10 min, and then he was yelling at me when I told him to hurry up with his drink so we could go. After he was finally finished, he THEN says he forgot his ATM card in the bar. (GRRRR!) So Shawn, Adrian and I left him there with Joe and we went over to Uncle Chunk. Matt and Joe finally showed up a 1/2 hr later, and we were having a good time, until I made fun of Matt cuz he was stumbling. He responded by kicking me in the shins a bunch of times with his steel-toe boots on. Then he claimed it didn't hurt like I said it did because I was drunk. Um, ok....
It started to rain, and Adrian and I were having a great time dancing around in it. Suddenly, this lady is in my face telling me that Matt grabbed her boobs and how she had sent her husband and the cops after him. I immediately panicked because no one knew where he had ran to, and I didn't know if he got beat down or not. I grabbed Adrian and we walked around trying to find him, and I finally called Shawn, and it turned out Matt was with them. We find them, and as I'm walking up Matt was laughing about what happened. I told him I was leaving and that I wasn't driving him anywhere. He chased after me, trying to tell me it was an accident, but I knew he was lying. I told him to go away, and he finally did. I ended up walking past him at Super America where I saw him pouting. I got about a 1/2 block away, and I turned around and decided that maybe I shouldn't leave him. When I saw him, he was laughing with some chick by the door. I was like "pfft fuck this shit" and left him.
So I was drunk...and I was stumbling down Grand Ave. by myself...when I realized that....
I didn't know where my car was.
I had to call Jennifer and she had to do mapquest to tell me which direction to go. I noticed that people kept looking at me weird, and I wasn't totally sure why. Eventually I told Jennifer I couldn't walk anymore because my legs wouldn't go, and she called Dandrea to come get me. (thanks again sista friend) I got in my car, and drove to my grandparents house, where I tried to act normal. When I looked in the mirror, I realized that people had been looking at me weird cuz my hair was crazy from being in the rain, I was sunburned, and I had been stumbling around drunk, spilling pop on myself. OMG EMBARASSING.....but funny.
After I was done visiting my grandparents I headed over to O'Donovans. How I was still awake, I dunno. I was happy cuz Dandrea and her new friend Jeff came too. I was in a loopy mood from the sun and various other things, so I was sure that I'd be able to grab Rob and kiss him and not think about it. But...no. Jessica went over to him and was like "Ya know, you and Rosie would make a really cute couple" and I guess he got all uncomfortable and just said "She's a terrific woman" and that was it. GRRR. What the hell is that suppose to mean?? At the end of the night I offered Rob a ride home, and I slept in his bed with him, as usual, and nothing happened. GRRR. Its not like I want to bone or anything, but still...nothing?? at all?? I don't get it. *shakes fist*
Ok I've been typing forever and I think I covered everything, so I'm sooo done.
k bye <3